Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Off Topic but pretty pics

after dropping

Just back from VT where we stayed for 2 nights one daughter off at camp. I now have 3 (count 'em - three) full days with both kids gone and hubby off at work. wooooohooooo Now for the pics:AND I just figured out how to make the photos go into the middle of the post instead of just on top! How about these 'shrooms? And nice stump, and lovely beaver pond?

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Reading Blogs

Blog reading is very entertaining, connecting with the world that way, but it has its problems. First of all, WHO HAS TIME????????????? I mean, some people write and write and they have very good things to say, but I do not have time to read it all. There are dishes to wash and laundry to hang out and kids to drive to camp, and when all that is done, wouldn't I rather spin?
How is it that other people have time to read these blogs?
Or maybe no one reads them, they just skim. The best are the ones with lots of photos, I must perfect this technique.
I did find some interesting spinning type ones, like this
and this
I will figure out how to list these "favorite blogs" like other people do. But not today, because I am going ot my friend's house to spin and it is her birthday!
ttfn

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Moving Along

I am slowly slowly moving along. I have made 2 pages, and links between them, and I have enlarged photos that small photos can link to if that makes sense. It is tedious and I wish I could be doing something else.

Monday, July 16, 2007

Zoning on the Computer

Yes, I am zoning on the computer and Not Spinning. This is bad. This is also boring.
I am STILL working on this web page stuff. I am making tables like mad, and putting all kinds of stuff in them, but I cannot get them to layout the way I really want. Well.
I already made the decision, about an hour ago, after spending several hours hassling, that I was going to make a Very Simple web site. That I would focus on Ease of Use. That graphic doo-dahs would be minimized (interpretation: a dull web site, but one that I might actually be able to create before I go completely senile).
I have a feeling that it will be not only simple, but also rather imperfect. OK. I can handle imperfection. Not well, but I can handle it. I can have perfection as the star towards which to aim, but then I can accept whatever small hillock I manage to reach. How's that for a philosophy of life.
I can't help but wonder if ANYONE has read any of this. Does it matter? I'm pretty sure that Marcie's well-timed comment went a long ways towards enticing me to start writing again in earnest (I am, if nothing else, earnest). Maybe I should stoop to commenting on others' blogs to encourage them to comment on mine. But honest reality: I rarely take the time to read many blogs. A few on occassion, so I'll add my little "hello" when I do.
Back to the cursed 'puter!

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Baby Steps

I UPloaded the photos, then got them into the computer at work, then I did nothing productive though I was there 3 hours. I am trying to get the gist of cascading style sheets and layers. The sheets I'm starting to understand, the layers not so much. Getting there but it sure is baby steps.

Today I went for a little hike after spending about an hour on line to buy tickets for my daughter and friends for HP and am now I am going to actually SPIN!!!! which I also did last night at my friend's house while she and some others stitched tiny little cross-stitched projects.

Tonight - Shakespeare under the stars!

ttfn

Friday, July 13, 2007

And So On....

Update:

Yesterday turned out to be a great day. I sold 3 bunnies to Andrea at Black Berry Hill Farm. Yay – 3 buns off to a good home. AND I did errands, oh how the errands do pile up. I will totally not bore the universe with a list of my errands, though it is tempting since after all, they take up so much time and if I don’t list them, well, it seems like what the hell did I do with myself all day (btw – I LURVE using Word to write my entry instead of writing directly on the blog b/c it corrects my bad spelling and capitalizes my “I”s). I also finished photographing the skeins though now I need to download them. And put them on a cd to bring to the work computer. It never ends.

I plan to go into work today after I get myself to the Food Bank Farm (our local CSA – Community Supported Agriculture farm), and call the store about the back pack part that I need and and and……. (again with the errands – see what I meant about griping?).

So I guess I better go. Oh and we saw Harry Potter last night. It was great – like seeing old friends!

Ttfn

Thursday, July 12, 2007




hello world again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just reset my password for about the fourth time because of this blogger moving to google thing which I find very confusing. I keep resetting it then forgetting my password! So now I've written in down and I just have to remember where I wrote it.....
I have made a decision. I think I will use this blog, along with writing about my foibles on getting a web presence and trying to sell yarn etc, all of which continue, as a Complaint Site. I find that I get vaguely nauseated by all those blogs out there with unflappably cheerful tones (my apologies to any cheerful writers who may actually read this, I'm sure I don't mean YOU). I am not an unflappably cheerful person but I do try to present a reasonably pleasant demeanor to the world, and I find I do need an outlet for good old fashioned GRIPING. So gripe I will and if you the blessed reader does not like it, you can find other blogs to read, which is certainly easy to do.

Sooooo, first gripe: I have colitis which I found out last month after having a routine (hurray for turning 50!) colonoscopy. And I just had another one at which the lovely doc took lots of bits to biopsy presumably for cancer - doesn't that sound like fun? It wasn't and I felt like garbage yesterday, but the good doc did put me on meds last month and I seem to be recovering more quickly from the trauma this time.
Second gripe: boy it sure is taking a long long time to get a web page created. I first (last summer!) attempted the direct html method. I didn't get too far. Now I am onto Dreamweaver, a program I have at my work computer. It is a pain in the ass if you ask me. I think I would do better if I could learn it via a class, and they do offer such classes at work every now and then, but I didn't catch one last spring and I don't know if they'll have one in the fall. So I'm on my own which is very tedious. It involves using the tutorials provided, and the book I got for Christmas last year. And the thing is, I really do not need a complicated web-site, just something simple and straight forward, no flashing buttons or dancing bunnies or anything, so IT SHOULD NOT BE HARD. ' nough said. It is hard.
Well for a little visual distraction, I will show an example of what I have been doing in preparation for the upcoming web presence: photos of all my skeins.
Oh drat, I forgot I need to resize the damn things for the blog... try again:

well, loverly except that they are at the top. Too damn bad! Gotta go.


Friday, June 29, 2007

OMG

OMG I can't believe I am trying to post again finally. Let's see if it works.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

I survived the fair, and I survived thanksgiving… and while with hordes of family at TG, I managed to convince some of them (Yay Jen! Yay Mike! Yay Ali!) to try my little spinning kit instructions. So now I have some ideas of what must be changed to make them more understandable. Maybe once our knitting groups starts back up in the new year, I will bring them along and see if the knitters want to try them out. Well, as promised, here are some of the drawings that I worked so hard on. Aren’t they great?? Well, considering my lack of drawing skills I think they are pretty darn good!

Thursday, November 16, 2006

getting ready


yippee I'm getting ready for this next fair. That is one good thing about my job - I work 20 hours a week and get Thurs off, so when I can, I spend the whole day doing fibrous stuff. Today I did a little more dyeing, I set up a sample table, and I finished a few bags. Oh, and in between there I had to zip to my daughter's school to bring the clementines she was supposed to have but had forgotten - such a good mom, right? As to the dyeing, I did some little 1/4 ounce bits of roving with Kool-Aid to include with CD drop spindles in some little mini spinning kits. The next step - to be completed sometime between now and Sat - will be to write up some good instructions. I've been drawing little illustrations for it and having a surprisingly good time. I'm not much good at keeping the camera handy, but I will include a photo of some hats, just to liven the post up.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Feeble Update - Blog Drag Queen

Apologies for being a Blog Drag and not updating as so many bloggers do so well. I have just missed my bus home from work – so I have a few minutes to spare! Very few meaning I had better get hopping if I really actually mean to update.

Big update: I will have a booth at another local fair. This one is at a local Waldorf school (no, not the salad – the school). The folks at these schools are very “into” all things natural, fibery (the kids are taught to knit quite young) and “from scratch.” So perhaps I will fit right in. Did I mention the miserable time I had at the last fair? Yes, I guess I did. Well, let’s hope this one is better.

As for Rhinebeck, I had a nice time there, though I am still not entirely sure why the darling hubbie came along. He is not a fiber kind of guy. Still, we had a nice dinner in Great Barrington on the way home so that part was good. I did not do so great on my Bingo card, still, it was fun to meet a few people. Now, of course, anyone that HAD checked out my blog because of that will by now have stopped checking it because it never changes. AUGGGG. My bad.

And now I must go or I will miss the next bus. At least tonight is my local spinning night.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Rhinebeck Here We Come! (hoping for sun)


So for anyone interested (those who have me on their square): weather permitting I will wear my very purple angora sweater, and I will carry a striped pink small purse over my shoulder. Those are not very descriptive descriptions, so when someone gets home that could take a picture, I'll try to post one. See you Sunday!

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Fighting Discouragement


New post, which threatens to be long since it’s been so long since I updated, except that who has time to write at all, let alone a long post. Still I will try.

First off – I am on the Rhinebeck Bingo

thing!!!! This should be fun and should make Rhinebeck more enjoyable since sometimes (true confession time) I go and just feel jealous seeing everyone’s booths and seemingly so successful fiber businesses.

On those lines, yesterday was a big huge discouragement. I had my second ever fair booth – this time at a “Harvest Festival” in a park in a nearby town. It was a total complete flop and waste of time. I will be blunt and say that I sold nothing zilch zero nada. And it was freezing getting there, I had to leave at 6:45 in an unheated camper-bus whose windshield was frosted and would not un-frost, seeing as there was no heat. And I had to pack the bus all by myself and unload at the fair all by myself and set up all by myself and then sit there for hours and hours at first in the freezing cold and then in the hot sun still all by myself. A wonderful friend showed up at the end and helped me haul everything back to the bus and load back up, so that was nice. I still have not unloaded the bus because it is just too discouraging. On a bright note (one must keep the bright side in mind) I did get in a good bit of spinning while there. Thank goodness I have that to keep myself happy at those kind of moments.

So it brings up all kinds of questions like: “why bother???” and “do I have nothing to offer that anyone wants???” It is very easy for me to sink into a morose depressed state and lose incentive. I will try not to do that. I will try (after I use this medium to vent – lucky non-existent readers) to rally and look on the bright side and not worry be happy. I will try to learn from the experience, to grow and become a better person. Maybe even a better “craft vendor,” if that is truly my goal.

What is truly my goal? Well, as I recall, my real goals are to: 1) find an outlet for my creative spinning/fiber endeavors, and 2) to feel somehow like my time on them is justified – and in our $$$$-driven society that seems to mean that I must be able to translate the endeavors into money as proof that they are valuable. Now I’m not sure that I truly believe in those values, but for now I still want to pursue the selling goal. After all, I have given away as many hats as I can give. As it is, many of the hats I’ve given do not ever seem to be actually worn. You see, if someone buys a hat, there’s more a chance that they truly wanted it because they were willing to part with precious money for it, so perhaps they will value it and wear it.

Now, as for the Bright Side… I did the Apple Harvest Fair in the center of town here a few weeks ago, and that was quite a decent success. So I shall not let one small set-back destroy me or my resolve.

Things I learned from yesterday’s experience:

1) I must research events. Obviously they are not created equal (there was hardly anyone at the fair yesterday, there were very few booths, and I don’t think much of anyone was selling much)

2) I must come up with better Wind Remediation Equipment. The wind yesterday was gusty and everything kept blowing around. The booth next to me was selling scented candles – they managed fine in the wind, but

wind + soft fluffy fiber stuff = not good.

3) I must come up with more saleable items, without destroying my integrity. Does that make sense? I want saleable things, but there’s no point making things that will sell, but that I don’t enjoy making or that don’t satisfy my creative urge. I am in the (presumably) lucky position that I don’t have to actually make a living on my creative efforts. So I need to find a way to sell yarn that I spin. That’s really the crux of it because that is what I wan to make. There’s no sense making some cute little doo-dad that the buying public might want, but that I personally think is stupid. On this topic, my thinking is to come up with knitting kits (something I had thought about long ago) because a lot of people are interested in knitting, perhaps knit a bit, but for them it is too big of a leap to just buy a skein of handspun yarn and figure out how to make something from it. So kits, or at a minimum instructions for how to make use of my skeins is a good idea.

Well that is enough for now. You see, it did turn our long. I’m off for a hike with my hubby and dog, then on to bookclub this evening, and knitting group tomorrow evening. See, there is good in the world!

Monday, September 25, 2006

Plugging Along

As the title says, I am plugging along, though with the Apple Harvest festival coming this Saturday, the plugging had better pick up its pace.
I have catalogued (with much help from my daughter) all my skeins. I bought plastic "clamshells" from a local deli and so I have weighed out some 1 and 1/2 ounce batches of angora. I am fixing a very nice coat rack given me by a friend that I will use for hats. It still needs a coat of paint.
On the more frustrating computer end of things... I have been working working working on a business card. Man is that frustrating. I only have basic tools like Microsoft Word, Publisher and Paint to work with and they each have their capabilities and idiosynchracies and limitations. But at last I think I have one that I can work with for now. I am hoping to get so I can print them on both sides, but for now I just have the ink-jet printer and it seems tricky. And I'd like to perhaps add color. Well, let's see if I can display it here - I put it on a portable USB drive thingy so I can move it about from one computer to another.
WooHoo!! I did it. It still needs work, the small writing is too small, but for now, it will do. And I have been making little stickers to label the skeins and the angora fiber. So, you see, I have really been a very busy bunny. AND I sold two rabbits last week, so that is a very good thing.
OK time to get ready for the "real" job.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Why ELSE I cannot get anything done....

Quick, miserable post: I lost my purse, wallet, etc etc. It is the most miserably annoying thing in the world. I left it on a local bus, and apparently whoever found it decided not to give it to the driver so that it would have been brought to the Lost and Found there. So, instead I must hassle with all the hassles of cancelling credit cards (not so bad) and changing my checking account (very very bad). And replacing my license (also not so bad) and mouring the loss of all those tid-bits that one accumulates in something as personal as a purse. I'm mad at whoever found it and made the decision not to turn it in, and I'm very very mad at myself for being such a scatter-brained flakola who does stupid things like leave her purse around (not the first time, believe me).
I still managed to spin a little angora today so at least the day was not completely wasted...

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Apple Harvest

Exciting news! I got my acceptence letter for my first official fair - the Apple Harvest Festival in Amherst. They do not have a web site, or I would link it. It will be Sept 30. I have wound all my skeins, now I need to photograph them. Work has intervened so who knows... Also - I managed to get some plastic deli clamshells from a local deli and I will use them to package nice plucked angora for sale. So things are moving along! As for anything resembling a web site, well, that will happen when it happens.
And what about Frank, you wonder. So far, he is doing very well. His huge gaping wound seems to be healing and I am very grateful.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Why I Get Nothing Done


This was my weekly “day off” from work and I had hopes for accomplishing some useful things, but instead I had a very bad bunny experience. I actually only know of one person (that’s you, Togbean) who might potentially read this, and I should warn you, that if you get easily queasy or don’t enjoy hearing about revolting things, you might want to just move on to the next blog.

I, however, will plow bravely forward with describing this because it is truly disturbing and I want to get the whole thing out of my system. Ok, here goes. I have many bunnies, and this spring one of the 3 litters of babies included this one that was fawn and white in a pretty pattern (a lot like our corgi dog) and, best of all, with blue eyes. I usually only keep rabbits from especially good breeding combinations, and/or that are especially big, healthy, strong and with really excellent wool. Well, he was big, seemed quite healthy etc and in combo with the unusual color/eyes I decided to keep him. And he’s really a very nice bunny. I named him “Frank,” as in Sinatra.

Today I decided to clip Frank’s hair. I had brushed him recently, but he had gone off his feed – a pretty good indication of incipient wool block (something angora rabbits get) so I had treated him with several doses of Vaseline. It seemed to take care of the problem, but he had gotten quite a bit on his coat, thus the decision to clip it all off. In the process of clipping (I think I am making this way longer than I need to in order to avoid describing the actual awful thing….) I noticed a really nasty sore under his chin. It was truly truly truly nasty. It was open and seemed to be filled with dark convoluted stuff, I swear like a brain. And then I noticed that something inside seemed to be moving and I knew I was dealing with some sort of parasite. I’ve seen fly maggots inside open wounds before, and this was different. I have also heard of insects that lay eggs under the skin and then develop there. I suspected that this kind of insect larva was what I was dealing with. I did a quick google search, and yes, indeed, rabbits have a bott-fly parasite whose larvae develop in just this way. The solution is to smear it with Vaseline, and when the larva starts to emerge to get air, you pull it out. OK, I did it. And what emerged was immense!!! Horrible!! Disgusting!! It is practically the size of my thumb and dark and has all these folds down its big fat maggot body. I will say, that as a biologist, which I am in my other life, I find it quite fascinating. But as a caretaker of rabbits, for whom I try to keep life as happy and stable and safe and healthy as possible, it was awful awful awful.

And that is not even the worse of it. If I had removed the larva and that was the end of it, I could deal. But unfortunately, the rabbit now seems to have a big and infected abscess from the whole ordeal. I have cleaned it, and packed it with gauze, but I am afraid it is too much. Having lots of rabbits as I do, I cannot justify the expense of taking them to the vet when things go wrong. I have gone that route enough times to know that I would be cranking up a lot of $50 vet bills that I cannot afford. So I muster through as best I can. Unfortunately I cannot get antibiotics without a vet visit, and I don’t think Frank is going to make it without them. I do feel bad. On the other hand – I try to keep things in perspective – he is actually the result of a father/daughter breeding which is not the best thing to do. So if he does not make it, well, believe me there are many other rabbits. So far he does not seem in pain, is eating and seems comfortable. btw - the photo at the top is of Frank in his younger days.

That ends my story and is an example of WHY I CAN NEVER SEEM TO GET ANYTHING DONE!!!!!

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Back to Fiber


Reality has struck in the form of work which has started back up. But I cannot complain (yet). Classes will not actually start until Friday, and lab (which is what I teach) starts next week. So for these few days, I have been plugged into my work computer which has Photoshop. I am trying to learn how to use it, so that I could actually post GOOD photos onto my web site. Maybe I will even try putting one on this blog.

But back to FIBER NEWS. What have I accomplished towards my goal? [and I will make a little aside here to show how my angst-filled psyche works: while walking the dog this morning, I got to thinking about my goal of selling skeins of yarns at craft festivals etc. I got real discouraged thinking about the reality of it all. Let’s say I pay $50 – or sometimes it is $100 – for a booth. Let’s say I actually make some sales and get that $50, or $100, back. All fine and good, but that does not really account for the time put into making the yarn. I will probably price my yarn to give myself a tight $10 an hour for the time spent making it. But that would not really add in the cost of the wool, or the “dead” time. After all, if I spend an hour actually spinning a skein, there’s also all the time spent tidying up my spinning area, measuring and weighing things…. I do add in the time spent on carding and blending, but not really the washing time, since I usually do that in between other things. But the really discouraging thought was that there I will be at this fair all day long. Will I make enough to cover the entire day? After all, I could be doing many things on an entire Saturday: hiking, housework, reading. On the other hand, given a free Saturday, what would I usually do? Spend it spinning or knitting or carding. And I’m hoping that part of what I could do at a fair would be spin while people look at my stuff. So ok. Too bad if reaching my goal does not also make me filthy rich….]

Really back to really fiber. What have I accomplished? On the physical side of things, I managed to finish making a rack to hold skeins of yarn. I made a table, though it still needs a little work. And I set everything up under my EX-UP tent and took photos of it all. This was needed for that application form I mentioned. And….I finished and sent in the application!!!! Big step for me. Now I wait for the powers that be to judge my application and make a decision on whether or not I am “in.” Meanwhile, I have also been rewinding all my skeins so they have a consistent form, and I have been cataloguing them. A bit obsessive of me, but it makes me happy. Once they are all wound and catalogued I will start photographing them. And maybe THEN I can put the photos on a web site that does not yet exist. So there’s where I’m at. Whew.

Monday, September 04, 2006

All's Well in Bloggerville!

It is all working very well!! And, in fact, my friend
explained things to me very nicely. Maybe next post I will get back to writing about my "fiber business"....