anemic

7 am

                I have done my stretches but nothing else. I don’t want to do anything else. Psillium bunnies fire. Those things need to be done. Psillium is yuck. Bunnies will be hard bc the waters are frozen (it is a chilly 20 degrees out) and fire will be hard bc I have no more kindling and the fire has been out for days so it will be starting from stone cold. So I need to gird myself by writing. It that especially girding?             I am feeling better this morning than I have for several days. I think I was anemic. Perhaps bc I stopped taking my multivitamin. That was bc I started reading that taking calcium is not good, and I had read that Twinkies book that talked about how all our vitamins come from manufacturers in China. Just seemed like I didn’t want to take it all anymore. But I think I had better go back to the multi. Maybe take just one Ca++ per day instead of 2. Anyway I’ve been really dragging around. Yesterday I felt like I could barely walk up the stairs. I managed to “run” both Fri and Mon but it was just walking and just for ½ hour. So yesterday I got a Phili steak sandwich (it took forever and was not that great to tell the truth, so I don’t suppose I’ll do that again, but I didn’t think I could walk all the way to the town shops). Then for supper I made myself liver. I had thawed some rabbit organs over a week ago. I was pretty sure they would have spoiled, but they were still nicely sealed in their bag and they were still fine. So I sautéd them with onions and added tomato and it was delicious. I honestly did feel better by evening.

                Now how will I spend today? I was trying to remember how I spent last Tuesday bc I don’t think I did much grading. And hadn’t I already turned Mom’s tax stuff in? Well I will have to look at what I wrote in my pages. I sorted all the orange stuff for spinning on Sunday. Well, I can’t remember. Speaking of the orange stuff, I did start spinning it. Very fine and very tight. Meaning it is going to take a long time to spin. Well, let’s hope it turns out nice. It is certainly muted and soft. It will be fine. I will do some of that today. The other biggies are to keep working on the FAFSA that I finally got back to on Sunday, and to do fair stuff that has certainly lagged lately. One thing I must do is try writing up a letter to Drop-In spin volunteers so I can show it to the committee chair tonight at spinning.

                Wow I don’t know exactly why lately I am so impatient. I am impatient with myself. It is since my surgery. One would think that maybe a trauma like that would make one more patient. But I am not. Or maybe, I have thought this before, it has to do with butt burn. It hurts so damn much. Thank god not for long, but having periodic intense pain like that does something also. I am feeling impatient now. Odd bc I also just want to sit a lot. So what is that about? I am trying to figure out a weekend that I can go to Temenos. The fellow working downstairs is coming this weekend to do the ceiling, so maybe next weekend would work. We shall see.

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