Thursday, October 14, 2010

Rhinebeck is coming!

8:15 am
    Rhinebeck is happening this weekend and for the first time in many years I am going.
Here is what I might look like. 
I understand it will be chilly, and now it looks like it might actually rain, so who knows, maybe I will be adding a long yellow raincoat to that. But regardless I will probably wear my lovely and perhaps silly looking lined yellow cap and scarf. I think the mittens will stay home.
 Here's from the back!
 And here's me with a bunny because who can resist. But she won't be coming

Mainly because my friend is curious about it, so we will check it out. I assume it will be much more fun with her, as we can be hyper critical and do whatever it takes to keep our spirits up. The truth is that I usually do not like going to fiber fairs, or any kind of craft fairs for that matter. I find them quite depressing. At craft fairs I walk around wondering why anyone would want to buy a lot of the stuff I see. Or I find the things pretty/beautiful/lovely to look at, but being an incredible cheapskate I would not want to buy them. Well, I just don’t like to buy anything, not only because I do not like to spend money, but I know how cluttered the house already is and I don’t want to add to it. Then there is the issue of my competitive nature coming out. This is what happens at fiber fairs. I have issues with competition. I think that I actually am very competitive, but I am also very uncomfortable with that part of myself, so in any kind of competitive situation I tend to shut down. I’d rather back down than compete. I realize that doesn’t really make sense. If I back down, then how can I say I am competitive? Well, I back down, but not because I am not competitive, but because I am not confident. And I don’t like to lose. So I back out and don’t compete. If that makes sense. And the whole “vending thing” can have quite a competitive aspect. Well, anyway, for me, when I walk around fiber fairs I see all this great stuff that people are buying and then I feel like I don’t measure up in some way or another.
    Oh boy, now anybody at Rhinebeck that sees me will really look at me askance. Oh well, I’m just trying to be honest. I imagine that it will be fun. I will NOT buy any fleeces/rabbits/roving because I have more than I need of all those things. I will buy food, maybe some really good cheese that is always there, maybe some of the interesting food booth stuff, though I will have to be careful to get stuff that I can digest easily. I will also bring lunch to be sure. I really don’t think there is any equipment type stuff I need. Oh, one thing I might buy is some dye. That will be a fun quest.
    Today I need to shove my nose to the grindstone and grade both sets of labs. I would like to return them tomorrow, don’t know if that will happen. It’s cold and miserable outside, so I guess it will mean the grading happens inside. K will leave from work today to go to Bar Harbor to see L. Lucky him. It does mean that I can keep grading tonight. I am thawing some frozen ratatouille, and I think I will thaw some meat for supper. I’d better make some smoothies soon to use the mellon and strawberries that are frozen. Gotta make room for the new meat order.
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1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I love going to such fairs and what not. I learn from other artisans or grab an idea and go with it based on something I see in their work. I find it to be highly inspirational. It's good that you are honest about yourself, to yourself. Embrace your competitivenes, you may need it in the future when least expected. Hugs. Tammy