Warning - total downer and probably not worth reading....

8:45 am

Well I managed to grade about 3 lab reports yesterday, how lame is that? I also walked into town and had lunch at Miss Saigon with friends! So that was pretty good, except that as usual everyone was really late so we waited around. After that I went to the Black Sheep and worked, then walked home late in the day. So at least I got in 2 decent walks. And before going in I cooked up some meat that I had thawed before leaving for Maine. I was worried that it would have spoiled, but it was fine and I cooked it up with onions and white wine and I added some canned peaches and it is delicious!

I got to thinking this morning how it sucks that I have to start my day with yucky stuff – I have to take my psillium and all those vitamin pills, then I have to feed buns, which doesn’t suck but is a chore, and then I must do my stretches which I don’t like doing. Well. And once I finish writing and meditate I have ALL THAT GRADING to do. Oh dear. And more of the same tomorrow.  I think I’d better make an appointment with Dr. Spence to ask about either upping the anti-depressants, or trying another one, because I am obviously in a bad state. Oh and while I take that psillium and pills, I check email which is also depressing because in the back of my mind I am hoping for an email from a friend. Which never comes. At least the rabbit forum I have joined is interesting.

I bred 3 more rabbits yesterday, today I will do the last 2. Should be possibly 3 litters April 4, then 3 more ~ April 14.

Monday “break” is over. Back to going into work and teaching lab. I suppose that is not so bad because it is stimulating and I generally feel much better. But I will have to continue grading every spare second. And Tuesday L comes home so I really want to be able to spend a little time with her. Although she is planning to spend time with G mostly.

I guess I had better eat breakfast. And start in on the nasty grading. Maybe I will go into town later and go over to a friend’s. They are boiling maple syrup and sitting about the yard smoozing so that might be a good break. Yesterday I went to Black Sheep and had a very sweet brownie, but now I have developed a nasty canker sore on the tip of my tongue (on top of everything!!) so I don’t know if I’ll really be able to eat any treats there.

Ok, enough of the misery already. YUCK.

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